I've been keeping you out of my mind. I hopelessly tried to make myself busy... Hoping that somehow, I could get you out of my system, or that maybe, this thing would somehow lessen. I promised myself to avoid distractions... And yes, as you may have guessed, you are one hell of a distraction. Just a thought of you could make me drift away from reality. Enough said. Hence I decided to stop this silly thing and go on with my life. I was already doin fine... Making it happen one step at a time. I was actually doing well, things are already going smoothly, I learned to make my academics my priority, and I wasn't thinking about you that much lately. Man, I've sucessfully kept thoughts of you away from my mind... OR SO I THOUGHT.

I've been dreaming of you for almost a week now. Your face has been constantly haunting me for so many nights. I've been trying so hard to stop this feeling I have... I know how things are SIMPLY NOT MEANT TO BE, I don't need a love quote to tell me that. But then again, late at night, no matter how hard we try to stop it, the subconscious mind starts to prevail when we fall asleep. And maybe that explains why, thoughts of you start to invade my dreams. The subconscious? It seems it is where I kept my feelings for you. Maybe it is where I kept you when my head started to question the logic and rationality of my emotions. Maybe it is where I'm keeping you right now...

I'll fall asleep tonight... Coz that brings me closer to you.